ted one, stayed beayed be t in t life also stayed beed from  tion, er  o tion, doo to identify t seemed to ions turn into realizations and are not lost, but become entities and start to emit like rays of lig is inside of them.

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    Siddo oes. And it  long before   to do.

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    time. Beautiful range and mysterious  and tains  iful, all of it erious and magical, and in its midst ered Sidd time tless and coincidental diversity of mere appearances, despicable to ty,  ill t very divinitys o be , and ial properties  somewhing.

    quot;upid ; , ly along. quot;ext, s to discover its meaning,  scorn tters and call tions, coincidence, and  udy and love tter by letter. But I, o read ticipated before I read, scorned tters, I called tion, called my eyes and my tongue coincidental and  substance. No, t been born before t;

    In ts, Siddopped once again, suddenly, as if t of h.

    Because suddenly,  art art again at t in tavana, t exalted one, already aoion, regarded as natural and took for granted, t er years as an ascetic, urn to  no, ion: quot;But I am no longer tic any more, I am not a priest any more, I am no Braever s  my fatudy? Make offerings? Practise meditation? But all t;

    Motionless, Siddanding time of one moment and breat felt cold,  a cold in , as a small animal, a bird or a rabbit,  it. Still, even in t meditation, e, a cleric. Noo t did not belong to t be regarded as Braic  forlorn  in t  just one and alone, o, o a caste, in h whom would he share his life? hose language would he speak?

    Out of t, ar in t of t of a cold and despair, Siddrated. : t tremor of t struggle of t  long until rides, started to proceed sly and impatiently, o her, no longer back.