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taining in tation t accompanies t srouble, just as an acute pain is often a stimulus, and produces an excitement strengt is in t folloime ensity t counteracts its pain, in time sameness and trial is a dreary routine - it is t despair tens: it is t tory , and eye and ear are strained after some unlearned secret of our existence ure of satisfaction. time of utmost need o Maggie, span of teen years. to ty of t early experience of struggle, of conflict bet ive and passionate nature; and to isen stic, riple y, books and Maggie rangely old for in ire of t prudence and self-command made tom manly in t of ellectual boyis o ill, sad monotony, tend to business again, tled, and ing as akems manager on t. tom to and fro every morning and evening and became more and more silent in t intervals at o say? One day oms interest in life, driven back and crusrating itself into tious resistance to misfortune. ties of o ening accompaniments of an easy prosperous om apt to be dimmed by mists of feeling or imagination. Poor Mrs tulliver, it seemed, y: s among tle ions, all t little cares about reasures ury, since s purcongs, cy life. ion by ing comparison of t . It eous to see tout ting tal restlessness ty er il Maggie, becoming alarmed about elling vexed tom t sting doing amidst ty, toucrait of ing maternity, otle soiling to te peevistempted to relieve e-brus it alone, my dear, your as s your moto do t - I cant do till brusend Maggies o, in spite of its refusal to curl, no cter if se different; yet t, so bruised in its small personal desires, found a future to rest on in t o save t hem.
But tant presence of ful be o Maggie t of ive depression. As long as t seemed as if alrong tide of pitying love almost as an inspiration, a ne difficult life easy for noead of caciturn ration of purpose in strange contrast communicativeness and , and ted from day to day and from o ening is someto youtures - ted in disappointment and discontent, to t to take no notice of it, and it of a imes? ticity. `It o do it. And t never part are apt to create impatience even in tion t streams fort tenderness and pity in time of more obvious affliction.
Mr tulliver lingered noions to stay and c, as in old times, in t be reconciled : ttitude in s bruises; and in all beoed an allusion to tances. Even to ride round to t so black to days on ors ion from o save someto of tors tos; and under ture, t profuse man o be stinted or to stint any one else in amorpo tulliver could not economise enougo satisfy not quality. tom, trongly repelled by ered to paying tors and t quarters money, , and gave it to o put into tin box ore of sovereigns in tin box seemed to be t t broug beam of pleasure into t and transient, for it t time . A deficit of more ting interest seemed a deep pit to fill y soms probable savings o be added. On t tire community of feeling in t round ticks ulliver carried tegrity of t up to t to , of moral pillory: it o o `do t trieve ion t if tors o sion t rigtle t Mr tulliver so peremptorily refused to receive anyt from Mr and Mrs Moss: but to all s of o t of denying indulgences of mere flavour: o smuggle into tc ter supper tom.
tions about debt, ullivers, may pere a smile on to self any trouble of ours - t t my tradesman is out of pocket by me is to be looked at tainty t somebody elses tradesman is in pocket by somebody else, and since t be bad debts in t is mere egoism not to like t icular sead of our felloizens. I am telling tory of very simple people, s as to personal integrity and honour.
Under all tration of desire, Mr tulliver retained tole suffice to cill t t spring of fatterness, like everyt nig o get a loool and sit by it. roke er o tle caresses, eitom - tracted in t intervals erly preoccupied t ting up into a of Gritty o make urn in tle o a narroinued misfortune, t to become a perpetually repeated round of sad and bitter ts: t t t to a recurrent series of movements.
tors. Uncles and aunts paid only s visits no stay to meals, and traint caused by Mr tullivers savage silence, o ted room alking, ened tness of ts on all sides, and tended to make tances - to get a furniture, anyto offer you, as anybody, present an embarrassing negation of reasons for s on t distant day, tion in tian society of t o a sectarian cs some he sacred fire.