Chapter Sixteen

类别:文学名著 作者:莎拉·沃特斯 本章:Chapter Sixteen

    Still, it took all t day to reac. e mig tation and taken a train: but I t tle money  on  o a place ables for ty markets. e  of traffic, but  a ride, in taking scarlet beans to  sort of face—so I let t toget in t,   a crate, my eyes on ttle nearer. I mig; but I couldnt keep from cco be busier and try o give o palings and c, tches

    kerb-stones.  dreo t ed, tering bills, I reacore free a strip of poster— for a second, t it fly. It ure of a , ol. It left soot on my fingers. then I knew I was home.

    From  part of London range to me, but I found I kneake at a fork. Cimes catcook o lead reet, and  ay ted in t s, —he bloody ood.

    tminster, and got our first proper vieo stop.

    ait, Cting my o my  and turning a o see me so stirred up. But t part of my feelings being over, I began to think.

    e oug to cross ter just yet, I said, as  bump into. Suppose  a  fifteen to o do  t of til no me, in a new way. C.

    is it, miss? he said.

    Notill be men, sent out by Dr Cie. Lets cut down here.

    I took reet. But t, a dark and narroreet  kind of street to be caugurned instead—rand; and after a time o t tle stalls, selling second- to t o, and boug a veil. t to me teased me.

    Dont care for a , instead? oo pretty to hide.

    I  my , I said, impatient. Sos my arse.

    C care. I put on t better. It looked badly above my bonnet and pale print go I t I mig of t  t I said,

    If I get taken by Dr Cies spies before I bring you to Mr Rivers,  do you t, then?

    o t Ludgate  raffic  its .

    to her does he live?

    Not muc all. But,  be careful. I o t us find somew

    e ended up at St Pauls. e  in, and I sat in one of t and looked at tatues. I t, I must only get to Lant Street, and t  of tory t Gentleman mig about ts turned against me? Say I met Jo did not need turning; and  be careful. I so study t ious and slo I t of my mot been cautious enoug o her.

    I s Pauls  ts colours, as ternoon turned to nig Dr Cies, noo take us doo our suppers. e er, and a pint of tea . . . C beside me. I ly pink.

    te go about icks of brass, lig   in among them, in a gown of his

    own.

    t . It her

    marked by dust.

    how much money have we now, Charles? I said.

    e ook o a pareet, and wo shillings.

    over.

    O a boy in s-sleeves!

    I said  t back in a day or ter, and a cup of tea.

    London s they lovely?

    ans.

    e crossed t Blackfriars, and from t more carefully still. e kept auck to ter even to ep ook, aking me closer to o see certain familiar tain familiar people—and felt, again, a stir in my , t I t e undo me. turned up to t end of Lant Street and stood looking along it; and my blood rus and my  rose so  I sed against and let my il t slower. hick. I said,

    See t black door, C? ts to my oo run to t door; but I s. It aint safe.

    Not safe?  reets—t looked so dear to my eyes I could  o his.

    Not safe, I said again, ill behind us.

    But I looked along treet, at Mr Ibbss door, and t t. It o temptation to go closer to it oo great. I caugood at a  by, and laug my veil. I kneo be afraid again, of being seen, and recognised. I t I er all, to reet; t,  I just make a run at t for Mrs Sucksby? Maybe Id . I cant say. For I urned, as if to rearrange my bonnet; and will making up my mind C o , Oh!

    t  my veil reet, and ted, to let someone  leman.  old slouc, and  clot . cer. I tling. t Mr Ibbss so a stop.  o t of  and dre a key.  against tep—first t, t—to knock t from tted t, and  inside.  all, in t and most familiar way you can imagine.

    I sa my feelings o o  o  ruck  t of  to ill at Dr Cies and mig any moment be taken, ser. My breatrangely, in little catc ticed. -sleeves.—Oill said. Oh! Oh!

    t on his cuffs.

    I cauged to run—back, ted to run, more t did. Come on, I said. Come, quick. t Mr Ibbss door— t of Mrs Sucksby be—t of Gentleman, cool and easy at  be cay, but  Street, but furt. t side. e reac beds? I said, to t t  enoug to t . t last ep  know  was good.

    Got a room? I said quickly.

    Migrying to see beyond my veil.

    At t? I looked up and pointed. t one?

    t one costs more.

    ell  for t tomorrow.

    S sed gin, I kne. All rig to , put tep, and took us up a slippery staircase. to to o it, only a stone for propping it s. ters closed before it, on treet-side, and tick  to t for opening them.

    You do it like to sopped  care for sunlight.

    For I raig tters tle  in t  for ed; and he door

    beook off my veil and bonnet, t myself at t.

    to see, ill s, and Mrs Sucksbys ce a minute before I remembered Canding, gazing at me, squeezing ween , and he jumped.

    Sit do my face back^to the window.

    I  my jacket, he said.

    You cant . t it tomorrow.

    I dont believe you. You told a lie to t lady, about ook t go pie. t pie made me sick. You  me to a horrible house.

    I  you to London. Aint t ed?

    I t London .

    You  seen t parts yet. Go to sleep. ell get your jacket back in then.

    it? You just gave our so t lady

    I s us anotomorrow.

    how?

    You mustnt ask. Go to sleep. Aint you tired?

    t black .

    take ther.

    t one has red hairs.

    Red   you.

    I  and rub   be about to cry again. But ter a minute he spoke, and his voice had changed.

    erent Mr Riverss whough? he said.

    erent t tter still. Id say o trim them.

    Dont !

    ting  c t cs keep c mouse- minding t t . t grew dark, and

    treet—t reet, in summer—grey and still, to the floor; a baby cried. A

    girl—sill I

    cruck off t   every one of t last came tening out for ters—still cill ing; but beginning to   I would see—whis happened:

    t and a s nearly fleo bits. e, and saffeta gourned from me, alking to someone else fart t ... I saaking off  to ted o rest it upon tood , and greill. Only  t, It cant be her.

    ted  of treet-lamp fell full upon it; and I cried out loud.

    S  turned o look at me, to y street and te a minute. I dont t time. I dont tayed open— I sa last. turned back into took a step ao ed o unfasten t the back of her collar.

    then came darkness.

    I moved back from te face ed

    treetligriking it—on t. I turned from the glass. My cry had woken Charles, and I suppose my look was peculiar.

    Miss, ? he said in a whisper.

    I put my h.

    Oook a couple of staggering steps toell me who I am!

    ho, miss?

    Not miss, dont call me missl I never  one.—Oaken everytaken everyt e. Sonight!

    I ran in a kind of fever, back to tter, to look at t I climb to t, creep in, and stab  knife?

    I ran again, and caug up and tried its edge. Not s me, tone t op, and dre. Like to C edge? Come on, come on. Youre t you?

    cerror; trembling fingers, ss good, I said. t s point against . topped. But, dont you t, after all, a deatabbing comes rat ougo find a slo of stifling, strangling, beating  ake longer; and oo s tter?

    o tood  it, and begun to quiver.

    — You aint to be at Briar!

    I said, Look at you. You aint t boy had nerve.

    I  Mr Rivers!

    I laug ne quite t you t her. Mr Rivers is a devil and a rogue.

    epped forward. !

    old everyone I was  me in a mad was, signed my order?

    If , it must rue!

    hes a villain.

    Briar said so.

    tten.

    o fists. I dont care! he cried.

    You  to man for a devil?

    Better t, t upon te you!

    And I e you, I said, you fucking nancy

    I still one in my  at him.

    It missed  a foot; but t striking t as badly as  t it from me. I touc . I  to C beside ried to push me away.

    Get off me!  care!

    Cen to me, I said, in a steadier voice. I dont e you, truly. And you mustnt e me. I am all youve got. You  your place at Briar, and your aunty dont  you. You cant go back to try no my o beaken by ter of a s? Dont cry, for Gods sake!—o sob.—You t like to cry? I ed, and t ced me  is lying at t in my o er tand. tter of life and death. I was

    fooliso say I  me t, Coo  o t;

    ill crying; and no last, I began to cry, too. I put my arm about o my sil, finally, someone in t door began to bang on t for us to stop.

    t afraid, now? Youll sleep, like a good boy?

    oget, and , ed, and h.

    But I kept  nig of Maud, across treet, lying breat perfectly slender, and perfectly we and bare.

    By time t. I stood at tcime but tirring, gave it up. t could .  I needed no it. I made C a parting in it, took ly from took o ec, far enougo risk going about  my veil. I found a spot on treet.

    Stand  nigs see you do it again.

    Lets w?

    I caug. o snivel. I put my reet, in an anxious  us. I beckoned them over.

    Please, sir, please, lady, I said. I just come upon try t er.

    Can you spare a couple of fart  kno know C  in ers

    cart. —__God bless you, sir! Dont cry, mate! Look, tleman is

    giving you t they . . .?

    Of course, tleman giving ears s. e made t first day—er, on a different street,  got us our suppers. t  over after t I kept, along icket to C, in my smy jacket, Cimes an ime Id ansomorro one more day . . .

    And tand at tters, my eye at t-sc its s. I , patient as a cracksman. I sao Mr Ibbs: I sa of  face, made me  to  I go to tle later, Id see Gentleman, and be filled again  to stand t tcy, ening up  nigting it doress of it to .

    it tood at, it s frame. And at nigake up my candle and o another.

    t ty, and Mr Ibbs, and Mrs Sucksby; and I dare say Jo spiders, t to be careful, C ie, t Ive escaped? t knoing,

    Cing for me. Ss clever!—for, in keeping ting, too. t kno.  time . t get me. ell send t  of t! hey, Charles?

    C  dark room, doing not pale, and o gro my jacket, ill said, no of bleat; but I t forgotten   for. For at last time  it. eve ed long enougodays our day; and instead of looking pleased, ared and looked frightened.

    Per ain feveris kno seemed to me I  time in my life. I took o atling Street and got  out of pa I kept . took reat, I said. Look out t the shops.

    I found us places next to a  across my lap. t t my eye, and I smiled.

    Pretty boy, s  sleep for o Bow; now were on our way back.

    roked  ts,  he!

    t stop came, I made C off. t I didnt tle ladies c o C it as t  mige  t? he said.

    Someone gave it to me. I dont believe you. Give me my jacket. In a minute. Give me my coat!

    e  over ts better. Noell me this: can you

    e?

    ansil I o t over; to cry again, but said t tle furtil ook Co our room and  and e out a letter. I stood ched.

    rite, Mrs Sucksby, I said.

    ?

    Dont you know?

    e. It looked all rigo me. I said,

    Noe te: /  in t villain your friend—so called!—Gentleman—

    You are going too fast, e. ilted  villain your friend—

    —so called!—Gentleman; and t bitc make tand out.

    topped. he blushed.

    I  e t word, he said.

    word?

    t B-word.

    ?

    Before Miss Lilly.

    I pince it, I said. You e thAN hIM!

    ated; t e.

    ts good. No: Mrs Sucksby, I  ing

    trust er— t leave a space.

    ook te, at ttom, my name.

    Dont look at me! I said, as I did it; tten, and folded the paper up.

    you must do next, I said tonigleman—Mr Rivers—leaves t go over, and knock, and ask to see Mr Ibbs. Say youve got a to sell raigall, and trims  be sure,  a brougo o say, quot;t; If  say, quot;George Joslin, dos.quot; George who, down where?

    George Joslin, down— Ohis!

    Shings, Jamaica?

    s, he said.

    Good boy. Next you c  aint enougc knoc ake t o look about. ting in a rocking-cs Mrs Sucksby, t brougo reacter to , C listen , keep clear of  us. Same goes for a red- viper Miss Maud Lilly is anywand

    me?  If shen we are done

    for.

    te on t and

    looked fearfully at it. ised ood at tced. First came t at an angle and t scarlet clot . I sao be sure; t Charles.

    Put your coat on, I said. Its time.

    urned up his

    collar.

    tter? Very good. Be brave, now. No funny

    stuff. Ill be c forget.

    speak. , and after a moment I sa and stand before Mr Ibbss. o ttle  o er.—Dont look round, you fool! I t,   run from tep. o. But before y. t ing o Mr Ibbs; treet. Like a fool, o see urning tc we ed.

    Say five minutes passed. Say ten.

    did I suppose ,  so , make a sign—I dont kno tayed quiet, and  ty still be. Cood, and quivered. I o  t our

    running.—Dont you run, you fuckster! I said, and  t, for  do and up tairs. By time ears and snot.

    God  mean to do it! ing in. God  and made me!

    Made you le tick?

    I got  his hands before his face.

    S tter off me and read it! he said. ho did?

    Miss Maud! Miss Maud!

    I looked at  all, just as you said. I gave tcall man took it and opened its back.  my scarf oot eeteasing. t give me a look. But tried to reac Miss Maud sater in my  me, and kneable, and ster under table and read it, and sed my fingers so hard—

    o dissolve, like salt in ter of ears.

    Stop crying! I said. Stop crying for once in your life, or I sell me now, w did she do?

    ook a breat o , and broug.

    S sook it from table o me, as if it mig; and tall man closed tcook it, and t me

    out. Miss Maud c s  it for you but, o God  its for!

    over. S very small, and it took me a moment to unfold it and kno urned it, turned it again; tood gazing stupidly at

    it.

    Just this? I said. Charles nodded.

    It   Briar. It   greasy, and  in it; but it still  crease, in ts painted red pips.

    I , and remembered sitting o tell une. S ening me! she had said.

    it, later!

    S perfectly steady. S me t, no mark or sign?—s me to tease me. hy else?

    Miss, I dont kno from table-top. Sook it quick, and t her eye.

    sort of a wildness?

    I cant say. S like  like to say—I t .

    Gin?

    e looked at eacher.

    shall we do? he asked me.

    I did not know.

    I must to . I must t sell Gentleman— ster. to find us. t see you come back ve, t be sure. eve urning. Oh,

    if only Id never taken t  une. Lucks like tide: it turns, ts faster and cant be stopped.

    Dont say it! cried C you?

    You cant c luck like t. t you can do is, try and outface it. Outface it?

    I  to t t one ?  myself be frigy I t o  at all. Give me my knife. e are going over.

    ood, open-mout took  and led aircase. A man and a girl stood at ttom, quarrelling; but turned to c by. Pero . treet  s of grit and paper, t still . My rinder; but it oo late to care. I ran o Mr Ibbss door, knocked on it, t ep o ter a minute, just an inch.

    Youve come too late. It ys voice. Mr Ibbs says— Os you again.  now? Changed your mind?

    ttle furtood, and licked ys. t me; and  hen she screamed.

    Mrs Sucksby! I cried. I made a c ty  flying. I caugo ted again. I ran to tain and knocked it back. tumbled, and Cumbled  the end,

    and t open. t, and smoke, and lig made me . o ting. opped, and flung up ; be table, in Mrs Sucksbys great chair, was Maud.

    Beneato bark at tion. Noo give me  back.  ttled. I flinced my arms. tc seen my knife before, t now. Mrs Sucksby opened h. She said,

    Sue, I— Sue—

    ty came running in behind me, from Mr Ibbss shop.

    o fists. Samped. Youve got some cc about broke Mrs Sucksbys !

    Keep off me, I said,  in astonis, t; for t it. Sy, after all. to shake.

    Mrs Sucksby, I said, turning to old you lies. I never— t aken me all time—all time, since May!—to get back to you.

    Mrs Sucksby  . S miging t. S Mr Ibbs, and t Maud. to come to ook teps across tc  me, tight.

    Dear girl, she said.

    S ruck my c was Mauds diamond brooch.

    O it. And I struggled ah jewels and lies!

    Dear girl, said Mrs Sucksby again.

    But I looked at Maud. S flincarted, at sig like Mrs Sucksby— lifted o . S  back from t, rembling, though.

    ts rig. You shake.

    Ster not ter ayed away

    You can say so! I cried. . I remembered , no t, you snake, you viper!

    Girl-figh a clap of his hands.

    aken out a  Mrs Sucksby. Sill  me, and I could not see  I felt o take t  tly on table. I leaned and snatc up again.

    Dont leave it, I said,  it! O know w a devil she is!

    Sue, listen to me, said Maud.

    Dear girl, said Mrs Sucksby again, over onis you! Like a regular—  say you sit doairs, if looking at s you? Ey: lets ask to slip upstairs, too?

    Dont let ty began to move. Not  tay, I said. And to Mrs Sucksby and Mr Ibbs: tleman! Dont trust them!

    S  t.

    I said, stay! I cried.

    Mrs Sucksby. S Mr Ibbs.

    Sit doly. Jo. I nodded to Charles.

    Cand beo to it, sry

    aken off ing t.  to t seemed to glow.

    Jo him and laughed.

    You leave  once. o me, more ever t back to you,   free of—of the madhouse.

    S o , did o pay . S we, Mr Ibbs?

    Mr Ibbs said nothing. Maud leaned from her chair.

    You must go, C go from  me. trange. You must botleman comes back.

    I curled my lip at leman, I said. Gentleman. You s very quick.

    t w I was.

    You are not, I said.

    S  t toget jingle of metal: s, to like to ill; ted  my gaze. I said, in a eady voice:

    as being a lady not enoug you must come to take t were ours?

    S answer.

    ell? I said.

    So try to draake t  them!

    You t them?

    Mrs Sucksby stepped forowards Mauds.

    Let tay! she cried.

    me, t of laugs silver, in ts silver, compared  one o , and leaned ed on ty, sc a tumbler of brandy, urn of te undone me.

    Like Mr Ibbs, sook out a  over y gave , and sat.

    Come beside me, so me. Put do old knife,  you? And tated: , afraid of Miss Lilly? ito mind you? Come, sit.

    I looked again at Maud. I  , in t moved about, and I sa of it  and pale and tired s Mrs Sucksbys cry, sill; ill sed  t of it  rands of o it.  to o glitter.

    I sat, and put took my hand. I said,

    I have been done very wrong, Mrs Sucksby.

    Mrs Sucksby slo, she said.

    God knoold you! trut art. t me up, beto take  me in to be her—

    Joled. Double-cross, —oh! he laughed. You pigeon!

    I  did not seem to matter. Mrs Sucksby looked, not at me, but at our joined  tunned her.

    A bad business, sly.

    orse t! I cried. O  and starved me! I ime, so h—!

    S before her face.

    No more, dear girl! No more. I cant bear to .

    Did torture you, ongs? asked Jo you in a strait-coat?

    t me in a tartan gos of—

    Of iron?

    I ated, t Charles.

    Boots  laces, I said. t t, if they gave me laces, I should hang myself. And my hair—

    Did t it? said Dainty, sitting, putting a —from Jo off?

    I ated again, t to my head.

    ears. O it wc now!

    ts all rig to knourned again to Mrs Sucksby, and touc of my dress. tole, I said. And to London. My only t o get back o you. For  o me in t of t Gentleman must old you, about ,  I had died.

    Sook my , s of it.

    But I knew you would ask for my body.

    ouldnt I! Straight off!

    t  ed you all.

    oot you  the nerve.

    I looked into Mrs Sucksbys face. But I kne believe it, I said, of your own daugigil you found me.

    Dear girl, I— O you, too, in anot my searc from Joy

    Did you, Mrs Sucksby? said Dainty.

    My dear, I did. I sent out a man, confidentially

    S Maud. But Maud  lit  mine, for sly and suddenly,

    You look ill, Sue.

    It ime s and— despite myself—I t of times s, so softly as t, and felt myself colour.

    You do look done up, said Dainty. You look like you aint slept in a week.

    I , I said.

    to rise,  you go upstairs no your omorroy will come and fix you up in one of your old gowns, and dress your hair—

    Dont go to sleep ting oheres danger here.

    I took up my knife again, and she drew her hand back. I said,

    You t kno, in looking at you, Im not seeing danger ress moutreacherous eyes?

    tongue: t I must spit t or s seem treac all. I turned the

    blade took up t of t it darting across her cheek.

    I came o kill you, I said.

    Mrs Sucksby sed in . Maud kept tering gaze on mine.

    You came to Briar, so do t. . .

    t t suddenly tired, and sick. I felt all tc it urned to Mrs Sucksby.

    Can you sit, I said, and ease me? Can you knorick s  to ttle  it; and yet it sounded like bluster, too. I looked around ty, s you like to so pieces, in my behalf?

    S I! said Dainty. S. C my best pal,  it sink. S my eye. Seems an a to be suc, and all. And brave? I done  o taking stitc, t natural—

    All rigy, said Mrs Sucksby quickly.

    I looked again at Maud—at  ear  on a  t o t it seemed all of a piece —above tle cage of .

    I felt tears rise into my t.

    You aken everyt , and made it better.

    I took it, s !

    you? hy?

    So speak. t Mrs Sucksby and her face changed.

    For villainys sake, sly. For villainys sake. Because you ell lies, my eyes— My eyes— So rise. S flat again. Ric, after all,   for our money, longer t.

    Sook up   in it.

    You  got the money?

    S t yet.

    ts somet a s. I s . Mrs Sucksby, do you une, at least. Not a stinking t a  we s!

    But I did not  teful to me. Mrs Sucksby said nothing. Maud said,

    You s you like. I  all—if you will only go from here, now, before Richard comes back.

    Go from ell me to? tell her?

    Mrs Sucksby again passed a h.

    t be rigo be t of, you migo keep out of Gentlemans  me speak . Ill give aste of my temper, though!

    S in a queer, ed ry at a smile—as s , I t, if s found out t Gentleman  of t cards. I guessed s Mauds fortune, and  mig. I couldnt  er all, to her. I said,

    ill you make me go? t like a c tcures on to

    tairs e c, , from my o must  doo be en. I  ten it. On table beneat: I c into till, t— I looked about me again. cill. Everyone ill, and ching me.

    ill you make me go, I said again to Mrs Sucksby, and let ay? Norust t to send Dr Cie to me? ill you— ill you take ake t ?

    Sleep beside me? said Mrs Sucksby quickly. old you t?

    Red hairs?said John.

    But Maud ed c it t tter!

    Ive crongly. Ive caking everyt— God damn you!—th your own husband!

    Sleep ounded. You dont suppose—?

    Susie, said Mrs Sucksby, putting her hand upon me.

    Sue, said Maud at time, leaning across table and also reac suppose o me? You dont to me, in anyt name? Dont you know I e  you know I ed  Briar?

    ill you make out norembling scorn, t you only did w you did because he made you?

    , not in the way you mean.

    I said, ill you pretend, t you arent a swindling c?

    She said, ill you?

    And again, s s, and looked aer a moment I said, more quietly,

    I ed it. I didnt smile, urned.

    You think I did?

    ? You are an actress.-You are acting now!

    Am I?

    S, still ill  falling s of taking it. t  of tc dark. I looked at , or bruised. I said,

    If you ed ?

    to be me.

    So you mig ans have—

    ?

    Anyt know w. . .

    Sly, would you have given up?

    so steady and true; but I gre once, of Mrs Sucksby—of Joy, Mr Ibbs—all of tc and curious, ts t moment, I sao my o I , sooner than be shamed by her now, I would die.

    S. I took up t her hand.

    Dont touc. I got to my feet. Dont any of you touc any of you! Do you  to cast me out again. I e you all! I ry!

    I looked from face to face. Dainty o cry. Jo, open-moutonis his cheek. Maud nursed her bleeding fingers. Charles shook. Mrs Sucksby said,

    Sue, put do you out? the idea! I—

    topped. Ced his head. From Mr

    Ibbss surning in a lock. ts; tling.

    Gentleman! s Maud, at Mr Ibbs, at me. S up, and leaned to catc my arm. Sue, s. S  a airs . . .?

    But I did not ansleman led again, a lazy z tune, and c t ing into tle died. raighem.

    me, and at my knife. ook off  and began to un clot. I supposed you mig it anot noed a letter, from t fool Cie. ainly dragged ting me knoo recapture you before o. Bad publicity, wics run.

    t clot and let took out a cigarette.

    Youre fucking cool, I said. I was shing.

    hey do.

    Gentleman! said Mrs Sucksby. Listen to me. Sue old us terrible t you to go.

    Dont let ie! I waved my knife. Cop him!

    Gentleman  te, but apart from t  moved. urned to look at Caken a couple of doubtful steps towards  o Charless hair.

    So, Charley, he said.

    Please, sir, said Charles.

    You  a villain.

    Co tremble.  to God, Mr Rivers, I never meant to!

    tleman. roked C to , t  know w. he blushed.

    Sit down, John, said Mrs Sucksby.

    and if I like.

    Sit down, or Ill  you.

    me?  ted to Gentleman and Cook teps, and struck ruck  boto  ween his elbows.

    You old cow! ouc!

    ; but tears and o snivel. o t. C leman looked from one to t Maud in pretend amazement.

    Is it doo me,  small boys weep?

    Fuck you, I aint small! said John.

    ill you be quiet? said Maud, in s enough.

    Charles wiped his nose. Yes, miss.

    Gentleman leaned against t of till smoking. So, Suky, he said. You know all now.

    I kno I kne, six monts all, to trust you.

    Dear girl, said Mrs Sucksby quickly, lemans face. Dear girl, to let you.

    Gentleman aken te from o blo its tip. Noe still for a second   of laugh—and shook his head.

    S C, ly.

    I t she had shamed him.

    All rig. Sed ood, like a man on a raft—like so make too s t knife doo be y. C doleman. Gentleman.

    Mrs Sucksby, he said.

    No-one to be ?

    me. tell it to Sue,  me ances, I dont quite care for t.

    Circumstances? I said. You mean, your  me to die? I s your bloody head off!

    one to your voice at times? old you t?

    I made a lunge at  trutill beired, and tc flincood  of t. t t. I put it do it doable—at table, just beyond t t there.

    No t nicer? said Mrs Sucksby.

    Joears

    Gentleman, but nodded to me.

    S for Miss Lilly just now, o kUl her.

    Gentleman gazed at Maud, wo .

    Jos a une.

    Does sleman, slowly.

    Jo up, said Mrs Sucksby. Gentleman, dont mind him.

    rouble. Sue said a  t le queerly about t me, and at Maud. S  only, s, for thinking in!

    tleman easily, sourly. I am longing to knoh.

    So am I, said Mr Ibbs.  quietly. Gentleman caught his eye, and raised a brow.

    Sticky,  you say, sir? too sticky, said Mr Ibbs. You think so?

    Mr Ibbs gave a nod. Gentleman said, You t simpler? Are you mad? I said. Cant you see, ill do anyt let ie. Dont let o Mrs Sucksby. Dont you to Gentleman.

    ed me to leave, tes ago!

    I  Mr Ibbs; who looked away.

    Gentleman took off . Fuck me, ; and  nicely. Its too his.

    Fuck you, I said. You fucking villain. You do ?

    Like you,  on a chair. Yes.

    ed. You poor little bitch.

    Ric to  and able. Sen to me. t, and  will? said John.

    But Gentleman snorted again. tell me, o Maud, arted learning to be kind. s it to you, w Sue

    kno till? And do you look at Mrs Sucksby? Dont say you care w sher.

    So . No at ood,   diamond brooc  Maud, and let her hand fall.

    Gentlemans laugood very still.

    s this? he said.

    s w?said John.

    Noy—

    Oleman. Ocepped about table. to Maud, in an excited sort of  back from his brow.

    No, !

    You see notaking a step to me. Riching.

    a fool Ive been, not to  sooner! O you! I al t. Poor Maud! he laughed, properly. And, oh, Mrs Sucksby, poor you!

    ts enoug  spoke of!

    Sook a step towards him.

    Poor you, ill laugoo?

    Mr Ibbs did not answer.

    Knos.  me. Know w?

    I dont know, I said.

    Knoill moving slo black, notered ime on Gentlemans face. I sao guide  it. Mrs Sucksby sa too, I tarted, and then spoke quickly.

    Susie, s you to go. take your pal and go. Im not going anywhere, I said.

    No Susie, you stay, said Gentleman, in a ric of voice. Dont mind Mrs Sucksbys o you, after all? Ric pleading.

    Gentleman, said Mrs Sucksby, ill on Maud. Dear boy. Be silent, will you? I am afraid.

    Afraid?  is beating perfectly quietly now, be.

    At co the bodice of her dress.

    Feel it! sion ell me I aint afraid!

    Feel t?   t your daugo do it, ice.

    I cannot say for certain . I kno, ook a step torike . I kno Maud and Mrs Sucksby reac. I do not knoed at  , taffeta and silk, t. Grace! Grace!  it a queer to call; until I realised it  name, t we never heard used.

    And so, it c  see it o stagger. But I   sort of groan.

    me? range.

    then I looked.

    , too.  omacood a little before  noell you. Mrs Sucksby o ainly t   , and  me? he said again.

    I dont know, she said.

    I dont tood in t  at last ook a coat and  before e of h blood.

    My God! hen.

    Dainty shrieked.

    Bring a lig!

    Jo up t, surned suddenly crimson. Gentlemans coat and trousers , and Mrs Sucksbys taffeta gown was red and running where she had held him.

    I alked, an  table. It  this. I grew sick.

    No, I said. No, no!

    Mrs Sucksby gripped Gentlemans arm. take your ill clutcomach.

    I cant.

    take your hand away!

    Sed to see . coat, a bubble—like a bubble of soap, but s of blood, t fell and struck ter or soup would make.

    Dainty s wobbled. Fuck! Fuck! said John.

    Set c. Fetco catcching—

    leman. !

    ts and sig ood and looked on, o Gentlemans side and  against time ook omaced. Fetc or a pot, sy ran to t up t t  t it and set it doriking t of t, against te, and against t great dark eye—leman  and greened.

    O! , Im dying! In bettering moan, t  op. Oh, Jesus, save me!

    touco tell of it.

    Not like t like t. ? O! I need a surgeon. Do I?

    Bring o Dainty; but he shook his head.

    No liquor. A smoke, t, here.

    o coat, and Jo out a packet of cigarettes, and anotches.

    tes

    it at  it in Gentlemans.

    Good boy, said Gentleman, coug te fell. Jo it up in trembling fingers and set it back beto— as if it er. Gentleman began to shake.

    Maud. S moved since stepping from o fall. S still as me,   Jo Mr Ibbs, at me. and and cor. Bring a surgeon!

    I ty took a step. Mr Ibbs caught her arm.

    No surgeons , to this

    house.

    No men like t? cried Gentleman. tte fell.  are you saying? Look at me! C! Dont you kno me! Im dying! Mrs Sucksby, you love me. Bring a man, I beg you.

    Dear boy, be still, sill pressing too t.  in pain and fear.

    Damn you! ches! John—

    Jo doo rying to .

    Joed again. Noted, h red, his cheek gleaming like lard.

    Jo! Dont ask me!

    Gentleman turned to me. Suky! heyve killed me—

    No surgeons, said Mr Ibbs again, w , and were done for.

    take o treet, I said. Cant you? Call a doctor to treet.

    too bad. Look at  oo much blood.

    t no filled t. Gentlemans moans o groer.

    Damn you! ly. o cry. . here? Maud?

    as pale as e we.

    Maud? Maud? he said.

    Shen she said, in a whisper: I am sorry. I am sorry.

    God damn you! tle at  later, a guso it—sa of t, and began to struggle, as if to raise ing about tc C and made to draime in terror on  Gentlemans lips and curned and ran.  o Mr Ibbss so o o make op, o Lant Street:

    Murder! help! help! Murder!

    At t e! said Mr Ibbs. too late. ood and listened. t  carried   at first ronger, and I understood it   sound of all, to us—ttle, rising and falling on ting wind; and drawing nearer.

    turned, and came to Dainty. Dainty,

    run! ood for a second, t—the back way__

    tearing ts from t  go ead,  to Gentlemans side.

    e migake o Mrs Sucksby.  me, and t Maud. e migake ween us, if we are quick.

    Mrs Sucksby slemans oill bubbled at , and bubbled again.

    Save yourself, so Joake Sue.

    But  go; and I kneill—t I   Mr Ibbs. o tc one of t later t  money tely, in an old cigarette box.  tcoat. to look about  ts on to see  be, t  look at Gentleman or Mrs Sucksby.  look at me— once  me aside, to reac me for a porcelain cup; and   to trangled sort of bark, he kicked him.

    Meantles greleman lifted  the corner of his eye.

    Do you ? he said weakly.

    Dear boy, I do, said Mrs Sucksby. Sill knelt at his side.

    sound is it?

    S une, she said.

    S me, and t Maud. You might run.

    I said not from t now.

    You know w follows?

    S me, and t Maud, then closed her eyes. She sighed, as if weary.

    to  you once, dear girl, so lose you again—

    You s lose me! I cried; and  understanding. t Joilted his head.

    hey come! he said.

    Mr Ibbs   no furt dark little court at t c Gentleman, and at t of blood, and— to look for or to  t kicked into t; and tend to do he Borough.

    ty  it? ts see how bad.

    took lemans  for t hey said,

    t?

    Maud moved, or took a step. But John moved quicker.

    S,  a ation. ruck before. ed ed. S. I saw her.

    ed at Mrs Sucksby.

    I sa act. I only said, —? and Maud, I t, —? or ait—!

    But Mrs Sucksby rose from Gentlemans side. affeta dress o a broocip to . Sure of a murderess from one of the penny papers.

    I done it, s no I done it. And t girls, and kno all about it; and have harmed no-one.


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