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quot;But to?quot;
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quot; too?quot; I asked.
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just the way I planned.
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quot;t; I said dejectedly.
t even t down.
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I closed ts daugely not. My friends me alive.
But compared ing your mother or cleaning up puke or even, God forbid . . Carey Dennison?
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quot;Not yet,quot; I said, quot;but Im .quot;
Doo me a beady glare looking.
ts t was.
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But it Carey time in my life I sao a bun, sually be cute if sunity.
quot;Landon,quot; s;t; Jamie o see everyone, including me, tartled ;You look like youve been exercising,quot; she said.
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quot;Youve s clean t.quot;
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quot;Maybe you s cor.quot;
quot;Ill be okay, Im sure.quot;
quot;Ill say a prayer for you any; s as he club.
quot;t; I said.
S of s for a moment. quot;ell, Id invite you in, but my fat allo around.quot;
quot;O; I said dejectedly, quot;ts okay. e can talk out ; If Id his inside.
quot;ould you like some lemonade ; s;I just made some.quot;
quot;Id love some,quot; I said.
quot;Ill be rig; So t s took a quick glance around. ticed, tidy, one t oscillating in table tening to Jesus and Faitoo, and it o ter on Luke.
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quot;If ts ,quot; s;So, to talk to me about?quot;
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quot;So,quot; I said instead, quot;you today?quot;
Jamie looked at me curiously. quot;No. My fat tors office.quot;
quot;Is ;
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I nodded and glanced across treet. Mrs. ings see anyone else in ty. t I still ready.
quot;Sure is a beautiful day,quot; I said, stalling.
quot;Yes, it is.quot;
quot;arm, too.quot;
quot;ts because youre in t;
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time Jamie didnt respond, and in silence for a fes.
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t of trut.
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quot;I really planned on going,quot; she finally said.
quot;But if someone asked you to go, you mig;
It took a moment for o answer.
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quot;t; I said quickly. quot;Not too muc fun.quot; Especially ions, I didnt add.
S my turn of p;Id o talk to my fat if ;
In tree beside tarted to c supposed to be rated on trying to calm my nerves. Just t it, but suddenly tening to myself as I spoke the magic words.
quot;ell, o go to t;
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Instead of ans a sinking feeling in my stomaco say no. Visions of my motted toimes Id teased or or simply made fun of o avoid Carey for five urned and faced me again. S smile on her face.
quot;Id love to,quot; s;on one condition.quot;
I steadied myself, sometoo awful.
quot;Yes?quot;
quot;You o promise t you fall in love ;
I kneimes, I o admit, Jamie ty good sense of humor. I smiled and gave her my word.