quot;If Jackson e Oak S; Francesca said. quot;If Longstreet day at Second Manassas. If aining t Order No. 191 at Frederick. If t taken Jackson. If E day of Gettysburg. If Picketts co t food for our troops at Petersburg. If our attack on Fort Stedman t and Fitz indulged in a s Five Forks. If tores and provisions as promised at Amelia Court been captured at Saylors Creek togeteen artillery pieces and four ood Lincoln -- entions. If tence in our civilian administration equal to t exed by tary. tters o a ;
quot;Yes,quot; I said.
Francesca is slig one must let people talk about to talk about. One must let people do to do.
tter from a woman in Prague.
Dear Greasy thomas:
You cannot understand . You tand t tand, not pig-s ion. in like yourself ever o life? still, vulgar s to inform t of your inappropriate continued existence, a stain on trys face. . . You can expect Federal Marsin-oad. You kno anyt you ;t; for ot capable of quot;feelingquot;) is so rageous t I sick of your importunate posturing, egregious fraud-pig. You are not even an pig of some use in touc like you at all.
Love,
Jinka
I read tter t one must let people do to do.
I y. In t Administration. My s of processing applications. People apply for all sorts of tions and buck tairs t agree people sted to do to do. Upstairs t ideas. But quot;different ideasquot; are icular cosmos.
Before I y I erested in c beo sensory deprivation. I did sensory deprivation studies for a er at Princeton.
At McGill of taub o be t building in ted exclusively to tudy of red. But studying red, red people kindly lent us t. I subjects (ts o less intelligent and more intelligent). I spent t of taub eresting things.
temperature of t decrease in sleep. temperature of t of the body does.
t for oring subjects e-noise generator at 40db singing in teered as a subject and, gratified at being assigned to t;more intelligentquot; group, spent many many aped over my eyes and te-noise generator emitting its obliterating e type 4 ions, noto me. Except. . . I began to ;be; at all seemed to me a small miracle.
I pondered going on to stress tigates tressed individual reacts to stress, but decided suddenly to do sometead. I decided to take a job Administration and to try, insofar as possible, to let people do to do.
I am a my work is, in many ways, meaningless.
A call from ment.
quot;Did you get it?quot;
quot;Not yet.quot;
quot;?quot;
quot;Ive been busy. Doing t;
quot;But t;
quot;I told you Id take care of it.quot;
quot;Yes but w;
quot;Some people can get tments.quot;
quot;But ts not t. You promised.quot;
quot;t fluso to;
quot;No ;
quot;Full of it. Brimming. ;
quot;ting tired of sleeping on ts not big enoug;
quot;My cries out for ;
Ss a little strange. S seem to take to him, early on.
Sam. s ac of carbon paper, e lineless foreig, dagger clasped in treac slithering. . .
No. ts incompletely true. Sams just like t of us: jeans, turtleneck, beard, smile ootaxes, a degree in education, a B.Ed. And references too, Cte doted, Francine couldnt get enougral alk -- But see turntable on t all ts behind us now.
I sa t treets been sold. It stood empty for years, an arcectural anomaly, toried, brick, but most of all, triangular. treets come toget tive buyers must t to let morality go o a ménage à trois. triple bed, customized to fit tractor and Skilsating t righe bedcrumbs.
Selephones again.
quot;It doesnt o be t bed in tc long.quot;
quot;For you, dear friend, Ill take every pain. ere ced t;
quot;tom, t funny. I slept in t nig;
quot;Youre too long for t;
quot;Do you Sam to do it?quot;
Do I Sam to do it?
quot;No. Ill do it.quot;
quot;t.quot;
e ent for quite a ed try and easing s Sam. ts good.
Francesca o me.
quot;te Lee e,quot; s;Listen. No one is more ay for ties of my position. I cannot even accomplis I myself desire. ations of otion I sensibly feel trengt yet recovered from ttack I experienced t spring. I am becoming more and more incapable of exertion, and am ted from making tions and giving to tions in to be necessary. I am so dull making use of tly misled. Everyts to tages to be derived from a neained. I kno and brave an army as ever existed to second s, and it day of my life to see at its ;
Francesca stopped reading.
quot;t E. Lee,quot; she said.
quot;Yes,quot; I said.
quot;t; she said.
quot;I kno;
quot;I ed o win. So muc;
quot;I understand.quot;
quot;But .quot;
quot;I it.quot;
Francesca e-gray eyes ly, a lifelong contemplation of ty of Lees great raveller. I left Francesca and o er dark. One must let people do to do, but to slap you upside tillson cards out of your pockets? A problem.
tting poorer. I saw a poor man and asked him if he had any money.
quot;Money?quot; ;Money time ago.quot;
e y to tend no irony.
Anotter from Jinka.
Undear thomas:
tion t only man is vile must ed to describe you, vile friend. I cannot contain t of your name, in telepime in Prague. I c out of my copy, and scratc out of all t my elepelep city s escape your notice, stinking meat. You ment of treme Unction, also as t Rites, is op it, drear pig. t to consciousness afforded by your project, is, cannot be suffered gladly, and I for one do not intend to so suffer. I yet in take t I ss and fresless inued association ridiculously t E. Lee girl raised you in my esteem, not a bit. One if by land and t will be sudden, I promise you. Be afraid.
Cordially,
Jinka
I put tter ogeting sucters must make her feel!
ittgenstein about t amusement park, t t sure ters are correct or incorrect, but speak about t.
I decided to call my brotor on trained as a biologist -- s to do, more or less). Because ions tend to be conducted in jiveass dialect.
quot;; I said.
quot;; he said.
quot;s any girl copy boys on t ne?quot;
quot;Man,quot; Paul said, quot; not only girl copy boys topless girl copy boys. e gonna er next ;
quot;ts ; I said. quot;;
quot;Im depressed.quot;
quot;Is it specific or nonspecific?quot;
quot;ell,quot; Paul said, quot;I o read t. Im ready to drop t;
One must let people do to do. Fortunately my brottle to say about whe bomb will be dropped.
My ot. S in an earlier existence sress (one of Balzacs mistresses).
quot;I endured ; s;because it and very understand ;
quot;But ,quot; I said.
quot;I ient ists, sitting around, ness. Of course . But kno, at time, for sure. Or . ts of doubt, depression.quot;
quot;As is natural.quot;
quot;ter greatness,quot; said Cat;is a sickness, in my opinion. It is like greed, only greed ter results. Greed can at least bring you a fine ra, in a rics to beat, erested in ness. I uck ness.quot;
quot;Yes,quot; I said.
quot;You,quot; Cat;are neit nor greedy.quot;
quot;One must let people be --quot; I began.
quot;Yes,quot; Cat;t sounds good, on t t t; Stle cup precisely on ttle saucer. quot;take me out,quot; s;take me to a library.quot;
e to a library and spent a pleasant afternoon there.
Francesca roking t -- t doesnt like me.
quot;Lee s,quot; s;Not for a moment ;
quot; ;
quot;Losing,quot; she said.
I to t Cinema and sa many s, ed. t many ss of ss cut, red blood on te sno fixed a car for a o bed togeto do ermined t somebody else, not t, eout.
S film artists be alloo do to do?
Catranslation of te ed. Se o task, sually I some pages of and to me significantly statue by Rodin, (possibly overstated) cock in botion.
ed to do. I didnt even to get out. Or pered to do: Sit in taped over my eyes and te-noise generator standing in for t) and permit tigator (Dr. Colcross, to do o do.
Is t in trade? I dont think so.
I pursue Possibility. ts something.
t t exceeds in beauty t moment s you in t you are looking at in look t says, quot;Proceed c; tial smasakes a long time, it seems like montes pass, in fact. Languor is t describes t of ts toion. Many , but till, everyt togethe glance.
Sakes your arm and you leave tand, oget your side brusly. Desire is rong factor, because you are , and too, if s all (but of course s and ty and side tand, you stand for a moment t eleven oclock in t is, in t, t you take t good look at you, to see if eit rus tual blemis er, after extended acquaintance, and ? dormant? in any case, not visible on t time). Everyto o seek a place do, and fall into eacemporarily, and find some pretzels, and is called a conversation, and tell eac you true about trange places sracted telegraps for your next meeting (botcer, at eleven in to o leave ural mid-morning track, for you), and make, as I say, arrangements for your next meeting, ! or you both will die --
ticular point to any of t. Or: t to t t t. rue? trutly overrated, volition s must be protected, ing itself can be obliterated, some people ten o .