Of course . tually, on tairs, in treet, encame face-to-face; but s quite to see me. S darkglasses, sial good taste in ter t made   ograpress, except t it imeto be either.

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    But if Miss Goligence, except as a doorbellconvenience, I became, ty on ras outside  ed of tabloids and travel folders and astrological cs; t seric cigarette called Picayunes; survived on cottage coast; t  self-induced. t evident t sters by torn intostrips like bookmarks. I used occasionally to pluck myself a bookmark in passing.

    Remember and miss you and rain and please e and damn and goddamn  recurred most often on those, and lonesome and love.

    Also, s and sar. On days , a red tiger-striped tom, sit outon tar ly by my oo. Sang in tones of a boys adolescent voice. Ss, Cole Porter and Kurt eill; especially s summer and everysunes  smacked ofpiney: Dont   ravelin tures of to gratify , for often sinued it long after er ted he dusk.

    But our acquaintance did not make il September, an evening  ripple-cumn running t. Id been to a movie, come o bed cap and t Simenon: so muc t I couldnt understand a sense of unease t multiplied until I could beating. It , ten about, but neverbefore experienced. tc rapping at tly gray: I spilled ttle ly w sed.

    quot;Ive got t terrifying man doairs,quot; sepping off to t;I mean   let artlapping up t! If ts men; So s es. t;Im sorry if Ifrig  so tiresome I just  out t t I give a damn ired, o sleep, my God  martinis beforedinner and enougo en, you can t if you to. Ive got a gall barging in on you like t t fire escape o sleep four in a bed,and  ever let me . By t; Sely into taring at me. Id never seen

    tion lenses, for  t, like a jetle blue, a littlegreen, dotted s of broregrave;s fou. Orsomet;