I finising up t day’s notes. All dozen pencils noed to turn times get to t and dangle in a single drop all to t tonigired, and t breaking under t.
I t about tory. I o tor and of motives, but I suspected tervention in to no good.
t ot of t t speak properly; t understand ot t I didn’t kno toryteller t. In telling ale, Miss inter t illuminates everyt itself. S at t of tive. Sly s perplexed me be t o distance ory in this way?
If I o ask it, I kne one or tails of tory, and time to time s to, s meeting. “No cing. No looking aions.”
I reconciled myself to remaining curious for a long time, and yet, as it very evening t cast a certain illumination on tter.
I idied my desk and ting about my packing to find Judithe corridor.
‘Miss inter o see .“
te translation of a more abrupt Fetc.
I finis doo the library.
Miss inter ed in ion and t othe room was in darkness.
‘ould you like me to put some lighe doorway.
‘No.“ antly to my ears, and so I oers ars, ed in the mirrors.
from t Miss inter racted. In silence I sat in my place, lulled by taring into t sky reflected in ter of an ed, and I ed.
then she spoke.
‘ picture of Dickens in udy? It’s by a man called Buss, I believe. I’ve a reproduction of it some for you. Anyure, . ers from ing in ted beed do on t? ted er be as real as are sketc of a line o a gly nothingness.
‘ure no be so it seems to be an image of tudy door on t myself aion. For nearly sixty years I y on t exist. I o s and bats. I o follos of quills as te love letters, rains ransported me across sea and sand; centuries and continents my bidding. I y and nessed ty of t so lo t my breatheir dreams.
‘My study ters ing to be ten. Imaginary people, anxious for a life, my sleeve, crying, ’Me next! Go on! My turn!‘ I o select. And once I for ten montil I come to tory, and tarts up again.
‘And every so often, ting years, I ed my ter, or in t pause for t after a deatimes just searc eady green-eyed gaze. I knoly o see ime so catcen so speak to me, but for decades soo far ao be my gaze and pretend I seen , I taken in.
‘People ’s because of arted a nees after finis, it is because to look up from my desk ing her eye.
‘tly ting in tudy I ten, ter, tle in my tention t nearer ing.
‘t of my final book. I e t sentence, placed t full stop. I kne ’s just t. ’It old oo long ago, I en.‘ tions.
‘’But I forgotten,‘ sable w. I do remember.“
t vibration in till. I turned from my stargazing to Miss inter. aring at a spot in t t very moment seeing the copper hair.
‘the girl is you.“
‘Me?“ Miss inter’s eyes turned slo cion. ”No, s me. Sated. ”So be. t cing a long, long time ago.
o an end t of thing.“
‘But your career… tories…“
‘s. It fills a void.“
t in silence and cime to time Miss inter rubbed absently at her palm.
‘Your essay on Jules and Edmond Landier,“ ser a time.
I turned reluctantly to her.
‘ made you c? You must icular interest? Some personal attraction?“
I shing special, no.”
And t tillness of tars and the fire.
It must er, w sime.
‘Margaret.“ I believe it time s name. ”omorrow…“
‘Yes?“
‘You you?“
It ell rembling in of fatigue or illness, but it seemed to me, in t before I ans Miss inter was afraid.
t morning Maurice drove me to tation and I took train south.