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o describe my eureka? It began as a stray ure, an implausible notion. It impossible per absurd! For a start—
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At last, after all tale telling and all ter trick mirrors and the double bluffs, I knew.
I kne day s s.
I kneity of the garden.
I kneacked Mrs. Maudsley h a violin.
I knew whe-dig.
I knew who Emmeline was looking for underground.
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Once upon a time two baby girls…
Except t noter.
Sed me in t direction t very first nigo listen.
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And I old ime.”
But sold me a g story.
Once upon a time two baby girls…
Or alternatively: Once upon a time three.
Once upon a time ted.
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o see. Yet s seen.
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S of the house.
Like all secrets, she had her guardians.
ttle g as plain as day, despite . A good too. it ion try, enoug loaf, to sustain ttle g. For it ake to t t ers. No. Somac y it o be filled.
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In tctle g did not need to ectors, augo be safe in it. tcranger came to live in t, o banis her.
More they loved her.
But appear at random. to le g ill t. ory ten in her copper hair and her emerald eyes.
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‘er told me, ”I .“ So sory in o a picnic, met Roland and eventually ran ao marry ed by er, on a rampage, venting ers of earls or of so did not really matter , ion for oblivion.
Isabelle gave birto t like t like their uncle.
: At about time, in some barn or dim cottage bedroom, anot ter of an earl, I trouble. S oo. Copper hair. Emerald eyes.
Child of rage. Child of rape. Charlie’s child.
Once upon a time there was a house called Angelfield.
Once upon a time twins.
Once upon a time to Angelfield a cousin. More likely a er.
As I sat in train er’s diary closed in my lap, t ruso feel for Miss inter ailed e co mind. Aurelius. And my sympaturned to anger. ed from to fend for knowing ory?
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It all boiled doo t of t of a baby.
rain arrived in e and I stepped out onto tform, I o find it ankle-deep in snoaring out train for t side.
I t I kne all, ion.
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At tations I realized t until I knehing.